Trying To Fly

yes, i look like a dumb girl

well, enough of that. stuff in my life just going smoothly. i guess.

i still can't go out as much as i want

still can't hanging out with my friends in the city

still feel so dumb

still feel misery

still feeling alone

still... i actually don't know

all i know now, even there's so much thing going on, i have to know that everything happens for a reason.

Allah is here. right now. with me. no matter what happen.

right ?

being a good muslimah ain't easy, people. i am trying my best to be a good person. not to myself, but to Him. i'm afraid. afraid of here, and hereafter. i'm not a good person, but i'm trying to be one. yes, Allah has a bigger plan for me.

banyak dosa yang aku dah buat. sama ada aku sedar atau tak sedar.

but that was before. but now i am stronger. because i realized, life is just temporary. life is the place where are preparing ourselves for the hereafter, for eternity.

start from now, do something good, do something with His blessed, so that we can have a safe journey after our time here have already closed.